Today....

It was today, seven years ago, that I felt as if all hope was lost.

I was sitting in the hospital as my water had broken much too early with my twin boys.

After losing my son Matthew too soon, and having another miscarriage,

I couldn't possibly think of moving forward again, after losing my twin boys.

Well, the inevitable happened and I delivered my little boy Aaron.

He was tiny.

He was perfect.

He fit in the palms of my hands.

He went to heaven that day.

I think of him and my other little boys often. I cannot wait to see them in heaven.

I cannot fathom why my little boys were taken from me.

I hold on to this verse so often in my life:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,

 "plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future." Jer 29:11.

Happy Birthday my sweet little angel.